Insomnia you are a cruel so and so

I guess technically fighting sleep and then waking up choking two hours later is not insomnia.
Sitting in the chair wondering what the flip flop just happened and afraid to sleep was not insomnia.
Fighting to maintain ownership of your own lap from the furry children while not getting to sleep is not insomnia.
But the after effects are the same. Draggy, cranky, overwhelmed by tye small stuff.
Only basic tasks got taken care of today and for once, that's okay.
For in this new chapter of life, self forgiveness is the key to a happy life.