I had a bad day with the maternal unit. Insulting to me in front of others. Insulting to me in private. Negative in attitude. Five minutes with Blueman and I evened out and felt capable again. Enough to consider the why's instead of the ow's. Perhaps her more recent set of pains is getting to her? Perhaps her own mortality is now clearer to her? I don't know but it was out of the blue and hurtful. I had no chance to pull up my armor.
So I put the laundry on hold for a bit ( did four loads later) and read my last book downloaded in a series (Amy Lane I both love and hate you!) and when I wasn't looking, this happened:
I guess when I got no mama love, my boys decided to give me some.
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