Struggling

so the project I was knitting on while traveling back and forth with Blueman to see and say goodbye to my FIL is done. I don't like it. It's indicative of the state of mind I had while working on it.  It's a little okay, a little scattered, a bit shaky in places.  Grief hits us in different ways at different times, I guess.  I'm finding it very easy to do household chores and even planning errands but I'm finding it quite difficult to contemplate being at work.  I just don't want to go there.

I figure it's like the first day of school. A mix of emotions that usually settles once you're in your routine.  But at the same time I just really don't want to go.  The idea of never going back makes me feel good and I'm happy.  But since I'm not one to walk away from responsibilities, I will go back tomorrow.

Some bits and pieces bought recently. 

My FIL liked the John Deere so I had to buy this remnant. 

I think I'll make a little pillow as a remembrance.

The grey feathers will go nicely with the gray and white orphan blocks.

The pink is being used in the current July color of the month blocks.

And who could resist a turquoise cactus print?

Hope you find something irresistible today!