A decided lack of inspiration

I found out that my library books are not due until next week. So that slows the desire to pick one up to read.

In 10 days I get the next clue in a sewing challenge. So why bother to do more than just straighten the craft room?

I have a brand new bra in the drawer, why not put off laundry until I'm on the last one?

There are no birthdays/holidays that require a craft as a gift so why not slow down on the completion?

It's been suggested that I apply for this particular job simply because I have the experience to do it, not because I want to work. It would be nice to have the physical "yes, we want you." But I'm not sure I want the hassles that are probably involved.

I feel spoiled and unworthy.

And that's the state of the onion from here.