Yesterday And today

yesterday was stressful. Blueman had an emergency and I felt torn. So many obligations, so many ways to feel inept and overwhelmed. I managed to do what I always do, I tried to please everyone.
Left Blueman in the care of medical professionals, finished some work, fulfilled my choral obligations and even spent a bit of time with the maternal unit. Then the evening was about the furry children who needed a bit of a cuddle too.

Today was supposed to be date day with Blueman. Maybe we will do that tomorrow.
Today is a slow moving option. Laundry is processing, I may go back down and offer a prayer shawl to Bluemans roomie. Dave is alone and facing an illness. That has to be hard.

As I look around the room and see the furry kids dozing, I realize how blessed I am. While I am struggling with a lot of things in my religious life during this Holy Week, one thing is for certain. I am truly blessed.

Sometimes you just have to try out the box before deciding to step outside of it!